Spring is doing it's best to round the corner...to take winter and shove him back in the crawlspace for the next eight months or so. As spring takes it's stride it brings with it new life. New life...in the form of a budding leaf, a blossoming tulip, even the annoyance of certain flying insects.
I feel this breeze. I feel it trying to pump new life into me. I feel as though I've been slipping in a state of regression over an extended period of time. Now...with the certain responsibilities of life catching up I've realized that this regression must halt...and it must happen immediately.
I love what I'm trying to create. My woodworking business is growing nicely, unfortunately it is not at the point where I or my family can rely on it full time for financial and other securities. I have full confidence it will reach that point over the next year or two...I know it will take time and more projects to get there. I love how it allows me to create my ideas for people and turn visions into reality. It will continue to grow and I will continue to create.
So, along with creating my projects in the spare time I have...and even that which I don't, I am searching now for meaningful employment that will still allow me to take advantage of my education, experiences, and overall talents. I feel I have a great deal to offer...its a matter of finding out exactly what that is. I guess you could call this some kind of a pre-mid-life crisis of sorts. Change is immediate and necessary. It is not bad...I believe sometimes we just need events in our lives to force open our eyes, to awaken us from the funk and quagmire we've somehow settled into.
Creation will continue. Family is most important. They need a tall order of support. One must realize this. With a new life about to enter this world family needs more support than ever. I will provide this support. This warm breeze is encouraging.
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